On Wednesday morning, all through yoga
there was a guy shouting and banging loudly on the window of the donut shop downstairs.
After yoga I wanted to put the finishing touches on my essay and so I made
breakfast early. The guy was still shouting but when I stuck my head out the
window I couldn’t see anyone, though I could hear him just inside the doors of
the Coffeetime. A few minutes later he was sitting outside the doors on the
sidewalk. He was talking to someone at the door and holding out his open palm,
which had a few coins in it.
I
worked on my essay from 6:00 till 9:30, adding a few things that my stale brain
wouldn’t have thought of the night before and generally just fiddled with the
wording.
When
I left the old guy that had been shouting was still hanging around outside but
he was much quieter.
Today
was marijuana legalization day in Canada but I didn’t personally see much
difference. I have no idea where the legal cannabis stores are in Toronto. When
I got to OISE and used the washroom there was someone smoking a joint in a
toilet stall, and though it’s not a common occurrence I can’t say that it might
not have happened before pot day. The guy that was smoking the doobie didn’t
look like a student and his behaviour seemed like it would have been erratic
whether he’d been stoned or not. I think there must be a silent smoke alarm
because a security guard came into the washroom and followed the guy out. The
guy left the building and walked up the corridor towards the theatre entrance.
The security guard was watching him intently from inside but I don’t know if he
followed him.
I’d
left my place at 10:25 but still ended up waiting for ten minutes. Professor
Weinstein always has to step in to chase the economics class out. After getting
her lectern in place for her I asked if she could bend the MLA rules for the
next paper. MLA format requires that the “works cited” section of a paper has
to have its own page. Since our paper was 900 words, once one adds the in-text
citations it pushed the text slightly into the fourth page. If we’d been
allowed to I could have saved paper by putting my works cited at the bottom of
the fourth page, but as it was, those three lines had to waste a fifth and
sixth page.
She
told me that I wouldn’t lose any marks for not putting works cited on a page by
itself but that I should do it anyway.
We
began looking at the poetry of Samuel Taylor Coleridge.
The
professor encouraged us to read everything twice. I usually read everything at
least three times.
We've
finished our study of Wordsworth but he carried tremendous weight all through
Romanticism. Coleridge and Wordsworth were sort of the Lennon and McCartney of
Romanticism. Coleridge wrote some of the Lyrical Ballads and they collaborated
on some. Wordsworth’s Prelude takes the form of a letter to Coleridge.
Coleridge’s
biography is extraordinary. He was brilliant, multilingual and he had almost
perfect recall.
Like
Wordsworth he was orphaned when he was eight.
He
went to Germany to study German Rationalism. He introduced German Idealism and
Immanuel Kant to England. There is an antagonism in his poetry between his
philosophy and his art, but this is not necessarily a contradiction. The
tension was never entirely resolved.
Coleridge
was sickly and took laudanum, an opiate to relieve his discomfort and became
addicted. Opium was legal and readily available at that time but addiction was
not understood and so it was considered to be a failure of the will. Coleridge
felt guilt about his addiction, the failure of his marriage, his religious
failings and about the conflict between his poetry and his philosophy.
At
the time of the French Revolution, Coleridge, Wordsworth and Robert Southey
were caught together in the idealism of the cry of “Liberty, Egality,
Fraternity!” Together they formed a scheme for a utopian society called a
“Pantisocracy”. The plan was for them to all get married, move to Pennsylvania
and form an egalitarian community where they would have a zillion children.
Since Coleridge didn't have any romantic prospects, Southey hooked him up with
his sister-in-law, Sara.
Coleridge
pined over the failure of that marriage, the failure of his utopian ideal and
over accusations of plagiarism. After Germany he would dictate from bed and
intersperse his own writing with his translations.
We
looked at the poem “The Eolian Harp” for which the impetus is Samuel
Coleridge's honeymoon with Sara.
An
Eolian harp is a stringed equivalent to a wind chime. The strings are over a
box exposed to the wind.
Thinking
of this poem, consider also of Wordsworth's idea of the wind having an internal
equivalent.
This
is in the tradition of the loco-descriptive poem like Tintern Abbey. It is
localized.
He
is describing a beautiful world that is valued for its own sake, but which also
functions in a symbolic capacity. This world is not only a refuge, but also a
ground to transmute the creative expression, maybe with too much emphasis. It
is an erotic scene or suggestive of one. There are two motifs: the harp and the
breeze. The harp is a representation of the passive female while the wind is
the active male. Tenor and vehicle.
My
love is a rose is a metaphor.
My
love is like a rose is a simile.
Sara
is not in his thoughts. There is an interpenetration of the organic unity of
the world in his thoughts. The reactivity of the harp to the world works with
the sense of exalted presence that uplifts him. The world is pressing in and
turning passivity to an active response. This is the philosophy of Organicism.
Random, wild gales are compared to his flitting fantasies. He thinks, "What
if all animated nature be but harps animated by god?”
Exaltation
of mind and spirit crescendos in an eroticized scene of ecstasy departing from
normative Christianity. Sara was a pious Christian who did not appreciate
Coleridge's alternative spirituality. She censors him. He reconciles with the
tragic present.
The
poem goes full circle, starting at the cot and ending there. Failure to launch.
He has to give in to her view of religion or he’s not going to get laid.
There
is a lot of feminist discussion about this poem.
The
word “gay” is in the poem and Gabriel thought that he was talking about
homosexuality. She explained to him that “gay” was not used in that sense at
that time.
After
I got home I went out to the liquor store to buy a can of Creemore.
I
had a ham and cheese sandwich for lunch.
That
evening I grilled a couple of chicken burgers and had one in a sandwich for
dinner with tomato, Dijon, ketchup and Tabasco.
I
watched an episode of Perry Mason. In this story, an old war buddy of Mason’s
named Frank is working as a handyman for a rich guy named Shelby and his wife
Marian. Shelby thinks. Frank and Marian are a little too friendly with one
another but it’s more a vibe than anything they are actually doing. Shelby
takes a shotgun to a remote area, fires it once into the air and then brings it
home. Mason receives a telegram saying it’s from Frank and that he needs help because
he will soon be arrested. Mason heads for Pinewood to see him. That night
Shelby sneaks out of the house in his pyjamas, takes a large wad of money from
his car and heads for his private dock. From there he calls Frank, telling him
to bring his shotgun to the dock and to hurry, then he severs his own line with
wire cutters. Frank runs to get the shotgun but on the way hears Shelby yell,
“Don’t! Stop!” and then there is a shot. When Frank gets to the dock, Shelby is
nowhere in sight. Marian comes running and they call the police. The police
come and see that the shotgun that Frank was carrying had been fired once.
Mason arrives. Detective Sergeant Dixx arrests Frank for murder, based on a
journal entry that says he can’t be with Marian as long as Shelby is alive. In
court it is revealed that Shelby withdrew over $100,000 the day before he died.
Mason proposes that he’s not dead and that an accomplice with a boat picked him
up at the dock, but later though, Shelby’s body is found in the lake. Shelby’s
accountant, Arthur admits that he and his wife Ellen were going to help Shelby
disappear and he was waiting that night with a boat but then Marian blew Shelby’s
head off with a shotgun. He took an infrared photo of her kneeling over his
body.
Marian
was played by Phyllis Avery.
Ellen was played by Barbara Lawrence.
Claude Akins played Detective Dixx. Akins is always either a cop of a crook. He’s never a plumber or an accountant.
Ellen was played by Barbara Lawrence.
Claude Akins played Detective Dixx. Akins is always either a cop of a crook. He’s never a plumber or an accountant.
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