When
I arrived at Philosophy class the door to the lecture theatre was shut and when
I opened it I saw the room was full of students taking an exam. I sat down in
one of the chairs in the hallway. The exam was over at 10:00 and so I had less
time to get my computer set up for class.
My
TA, Sean, was wearing a suit. I asked him if he had a meeting afterwards. He
told me that he had to give a speech relating to his fellowship, but there
would be free food.
Professor
Gibbs came in and stopped to talk to Sean, who was sitting behind me, about the
Nietzsche text we were currently reading. He said, “It makes you wonder why
people find Foucault interesting when Nietzsche does it so much better and with
verve!”
He
began the lecture by welcoming us back and telling us that if any of us went to
someplace warm, “we hate you, but that’s good! In the Nietzschean world that’s
as it should be.
He
told us that all of his illnesses had cleared up except for having a cold, but
he hoped that he wouldn’t leak too much. He added that the suffering we
experienced during the cold snap was also very Nietzschean.
He
said that our second essay topics would be uploaded soon and reminded us that
there are strict rules against using our previously submitted philosophy
essays. I was thinking that there’s something ironic about being forbidden to
plagiarize oneself.
He
told us that Nietzsche is not interested in the story he is telling but rather
in the way we think. It’s bad enough that morality has a history, but
piggybacking on that is the history of thought. Philosophy itself is permeated
by the moral story. Nietzsche asks in the preface, “What does it mean to be a
knower?” It is to be part of this moral story.
Democracy
is vulgar and exists as a type of revenge for the weak.
The
people of the land were fine doing their thing in harmony with the land until
the noble conquerors came along and took charge. The Norman knights took over
and changed everything. They ruled with a good versus bad system. Their chief
interest was going and doing so they went and did what they wanted and enjoyed
doing it.
In
many cultures, even in Europe during the Middle Ages, the priests were
warriors. Part of their power was to engage in practical abstinence. Rather
than pushing, they pulled back in a physicalized exercise of power that is
really not a very healthy thing to do, because healthy people do what they
want. The priests turned against the self and elevated negation. They had the
energy to stop. They had the power to do nothing and to make others do nothing.
The Vikings didn’t know this kind of power. The Vikings only knew violence but
the priests had hatred and knew how to crush with it.
Nietzsche
was not an Aryan warrior. He was an academic. The professor then confessed to
us that he has a fantasy that he will one day become a hockey player, but not
right now. The professor is around seventy years old.
The
Jews staged a revolution thanks to Jesus and the meek inherited the earth. The
slave revolt was so successful that we don’t even see it anymore.
The
story is not as simple as it looks. We can’t become Vikings again but can we
survive as slaves?
Christianity
elevated hatred to love. When Nietzsche says that Christianity is the greatest
error in history he means that it is great.
Secularism
is so last century. The end of god is a Eurocentric Protestant skew but it’s
wrong. People think that democracy displaced Christianity but the secular world
is embedded in Christian values.
The
Christians were too weak to exact physical revenge and so they enforced
imaginary revenge in which their enemies would suffer later. Their resentment
was fecund. But there is an acoustic illusion here because Christian society
still depends upon powerful overlords.
Christians
do nothing. They are secretive and clever. The Viking just does, but for the
Christian reaction is action. The weak plot and maintain a private morality,
hating their enemies, while the nobleman loves his enemies because he takes
them seriously.
Nietzsche
rejects resentment.
Then
Professor Gibbs asked, “Has anyone seen the new Star Wars movie? …. So few?
I’ve seen it!” Someone else called out that they’d seen it four times. Gibbs
said that the movie has lots of blowing stuff up and heroes not being meek. We
take revenge in imaginary worlds.
With
all of our energy turned in upon ourselves will we eventually burn out?
Nietzsche
was one of the best diagnosticians of Nihilism.
To
be a spy in the factory where ideals are made. Are ideals apparent? I’d like to
be better than I am! That’s not where ideals come from. The factory makes a lot
of lies. Ideals are vengeance on the powerful. The strong will be punished and
the end of time is a convenient holding place for our frustrations.
Nietzsche
talked a lot about the smell of ideas.
The
Romans thought the Jews were unnatural. When the Jews became Christians they
changed the name of hate to love and now all of Rome bows down to four Jews. The
Renaissance tried but failed to raise Rome above Christianity.
Nietzsche
was not a fan of democracy.
Napoleon
was a short Viking that did what he wanted.
Is
the slave revolt over? There’s Viking in all of us. Good and bad is a part of
our heritage. What happens when you are used to being Christian? Nietzsche says
that you can’t win forever.
We
like to hurt people, but that’s not bad.
To
be able to keep a promise means that we have the power to forget or to dismiss,
which is one of the greatest powers to have. Intellectuals work on what is hard
for them but historians have the ability to forget.
Ethics
struggles to overcome ethics.
The
essence of morality is the promise, but promising that you will do whatever you
want is not a promise. Morality wants to be predictable but children are not
moral or predictable. Children have no customs until they are trained to
dominate themselves and exercise freedom against their instincts.
To have conscience
one needs memory that is sourced in pain. Nietzsche says the Germans are good
at this but he has nasty things to say about everybody. All the great thinking
cultures come from torture and violence. Schools with corporal punishment
produced generations of great thinkers. How do any of us remember anything now that
we are not whipped at school anymore?
Naomi didn’t come
to class.
I had enough time
to ride home, sit in front of the computer for twenty minutes and then to take
an hour and a half siesta. Now that the bedbugs are gone I can be decadent
again and just flop myself down in bed for a nap with my clothes on. I didn’t
even remove my boots but rather just put an old towel under them so I didn’t
muddy my mattress cover.
While I was
waiting for class to start, I heard a student complaining about having to read
a 600-page novel in two weeks for his Russian Literature course.
Just before
beginning the Short Story lecture, Andrew was discussing film adaptations of
comic books, and though most people thought that Green Lantern was a horrible
movie, Andrew didn’t think it was that bad. I felt the same way about
Daredevil. Andrew agreed that the latest Fantastic Four film was pretty bad.
In class we talked
about the first two stories from “The Road Past Altamont”. Andrew said that
Gabrielle Roy is his favourite Canadian writer and added that she is almost
Proustian. He had to get special permission to cover her book in the course
because, since it was originally written in French, it is technically not
English literature.
“The Road Past
Altamont” is about the rediscovery of the past simultaneously with the future
told by a Janus faced narrator. Andrew said, at the risk of sounding clichéd,
that the book is about the circle of life and death. The title contains the “past”. The first story takes place past
Altamont, where the last story ends.
The past is an
imaginative idealized refuge constrained by practicality.
Roy’s own father was working poor and he called her “Petite Misère”
Creative imagining
equals creative recall and falsity. Memory is fragile.
The past here
represents youth and joy. It anticipates the future.
The future
represents old age and sorrow. Contains the past in retrospect.
Both have abiding
ties to the family.
Experience is tied
to the self.
Loss and
consolation are prominent in every story and love is intertwined with it. One
consolation is the telling of the story. There is danger if the pain persists
so relief can be transient.
There are three
kinds of loss: the pain of leaving; the pain of the death of a loved one; and
the pain of contemplating one’s own death.
In the story about
her grandmother, Christine’s boredom at sunset is consoled with a doll.
The grandmother’s
regrets are consoled with usefulness and later by the family album, which also
consoles the mother.
In
“The Old Man and the Child”, Christine travels to the mountains in her
imagination and reconquers the west for the French.
The old man takes Christine on a journey
to Lake Winnipeg, which becomes a metaphor for the human lifespan with one end
being youth and life and he other being death and the imagined other side. The
lake is both permanent and restless like the philosophical river. Both the old
man and the child are fragile. Christine, in telling the story, brings the end
and the beginning together.
“The Move” prepares
her for her own travels.
The Prairie
ironically draws one forward in its sameness.
During the break, I
eavesdropped on the conversation of a couple of students behind me. She told
him that she was taking a course on Christianity and Feminism. He was snacking
and talking with his mouth full when he said that Christianity and feminism had
always seemed to him to be mutually exclusive. I found this interesting because
of the lecture that morning where I heard Nietzsche’s idea that only
Christianity could have created modern democracy. It occurred to me at that
moment that feminism could not have come into being without democracy and so if
Nietzsche is right about Christianity leading to democracy, then it follows
that Christianity created feminism.
After the break we
talked about the final story from the book of the same name, “The Road Past
Altamont”.
The Altamont hills only show themselves
when one climbs them. There is a need to take action.
Andrew asked if we thought that Mount
Royal is a mountain, then said, “It’s not a mountain!” I’d always thought that
it was, and so I looked it up later. There is no universally official
measurement as to what constitutes a mountain. It just has to be impressive and
notable when compared to its surroundings. But the United Nations has its own
criteria based on height in relation to sharpness of the angle of elevation,
and since they don’t recognize any elevation lower than 300 metres as being a
mountain, by UN standards, Mount Royal is not a mountain. For me though, when I
compare it to the little hills in the part of New Brunswick where I was raised,
it seems like a mountain to me.
We talked of memory being a lens. The
memory is how we catch up with one another.
Andrew returned our tests. One anonymous
student had their “exemplary” test placed on Blackboard to show us how it’s
done. I managed to squeak an A-minus.
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