Friday, 5 February 2016

Did Justin Win or Did Stephen Lose?

           


            On Thursday I had work sandwiched by two classes so I packed a lunch. Also, for the first time, rather than making coffee and leaving most of the cup to go cold at home, I poured it into the Contigo travel mug I’d found a few months ago. I didn’t know if it had been thrown out because it leaked, so I wrapped it in two plastic bags just in case. I found though that it doesn’t spill a drop, even when one holds it upside down. One has to press a button to drink and it seals itself tight again as soon as one lets go.
Naomi didn’t come to Continental Philosophy class. I noticed that I’m not the only student there with a cold.
            When Professor Gibbs came in he sat down behind his desk in a relaxed position while looking at his phone, so I took it as an opportunity to ask him a question. It was a follow up to my query on Tuesday about the absolutely different. I suggested first of all that the whole idea of “absolute” anything, including god, could be a human construct. He said it could be, but then it wouldn’t be absolute. I argued that there are plenty of unknowns and maybe absolute unknowns within each human and I put it to him that it could be that the human mind deliberately deconstructs the known to create unknowns so it can enjoy fishing. He then reminded me that this stuff is hard. “Yeah” I agreed, but I just want to …” He finished my sentence, “Not make sense of it in a good way!’ I nodded and sat down.
            He began the lecture by telling us something I didn’t know about Blackboard, where our course websites live. He said, “We know when you go on Blackboard. We know when you look at the syllabus.” He said that nobody tells us this but they are not unlike CSIS in many ways. He advised us to download the essay topics because he’d know if we didn’t.
            He told us that once upon a time, after the war, during the 50s, 60s and 70s people wanted to be Existentialists. They were going through an adolescent modernity crisis and nothing made sense. “When you get to my age though” he added, “everything makes sense.” Modern Existentialism faded out by the mid 1980s. He doesn’t think there are any millennials that are Existentialists.
            Kierkegaard was an Existentialist and even a type of nihilist. He wanted to rebel against the way things were. Schelling was the one that started it all and Kierkegaard went to Berlin to line up for his lectures but his critique was that he was too old to be listening to him and Schelling was too old to be lecturing. Schelling held Hegel’s chair and became an Aristotelian. Aristotle also thought that there was possibility in relation to necessity, but there isn’t.
            Is the past more necessary than the future? What does it mean to say that existence isn’t necessary? There is freedom in existence.  According to Kant, existence is not a real predicate. Coming into existence is changing. If something exists it is changing property. But coming into existence is not changing property. Because the professor has written on the blackboard, the blackboard’s existence has changed. Coming into existence is a change of being from non-being to existing. The change is not one of essence or whatness, but rather in thusness. If something can come into existence it changes from the possible to the actual.
            Necessity. Can the necessary come into existence? No, because it relates to itself alone and it cannot change. The necessary has no relationship to existence at all. Philosophers often like things that don’t change. The impossibility of change of the necessary does not equate unchangeability with necessity.
            X cannot cause its own existence. All coming into existence depends on something else and the losing of possibility. Nothing comes into existence by necessity or logical ground but everything comes into existence by freedom and cause. There is no rational line. Every cause terminates in a freely effecting cause. Not the freedom of the thing that exists but of something else.
            The historical is kind of like the past. To come into existence is kind of historical. Nothing exists only in the present. Climacus would say that nature has a sense of history, but we would disagree now. The pastness of natural events is different from the pastness of human events. The eternal has no history. Historical coming into existence is coming into existence within coming into existence. A relatively freely effecting cause points towards an absolutely freely effecting cause. If we didn’t exist there would be no history. Freedom of human action is a form of absolute freedom.
            Not being leads to existence. Within things that exist, existing things lead to free change, a second coming into existence in the absolutely free action created by another free action.
            Some would say that Stephen Harper lost the election, while others would say that Justin Trudeau won. Harper’s loss is history because it didn’t need to happen. The election was not just Harper relating to himself. He still doesn’t need to have lost it. If he had to lose, it means he wasn’t free. Historical records won’t prove that Harper had to lose. Just because the historical past happened doesn’t mean that it had to. The past, by happening, doesn’t become necessary. Then he said, “All historians please leave the room!” then dismissed the statement, explaining that I was a Canadian joke. He said that sometimes we think, when we know the past, that it had to be, but we suffer from an illusion. It only looks later like it should have been necessary. In each step in the teleological process there is a pause for the insertion of discontinuity through historical time and my existence is resecured at every instant. Coming into existence is not given immediately. We need to make certain about coming to existence. This is an act of will. Knowing this change is also an act of will. We have to believe because belief annihilates uncertainty. According to the Greek sceptics, doubt is a choice we don’t need to take. What happens is not necessary. Contingency spreading is the nature of existence. Belief is a resolution rather than a conclusion. It is not necessary. Belief is the opposite of doubt and they are both passions. Neither one is a form of knowledge but they are both acts of free will. Our thinking apparatus is more about will than reason. The “what” does not warrant the “thus”. You can’t tell someone else enough.
            We don’t know that Jesus’ life happened. Lots of Jewish guys were getting crucified at the time. Our only relation to it is faith. God becoming man is not a typical historical event. God in the flesh is unintelligible. It is contradictory. It’s historical but paradoxical. It contrasts what comes into existence with the necessary. The event is not necessary. Faith is not necessary. Socrates did not believe in god but rather knew about god.
            Knowing a lot about Jesus’ life does not bring one closer to faith. The next generation has a better perspective on the previous historical event. The holocaust was relatively invisible while it was happening. To live right after the time of Jesus gives one a better chance of taking the events seriously, but it doesn’t bring about faith.
            After the lecture I headed down to OCADU. I was about half an hour early but the room was open and empty. I worked again for Yang Cao, and since this was another of his third year classes, I did the same thing for them as I did the night before.
            After work I was almost an hour early for my Short Story class, but there were about three other students who also took advantage of the empty room. There’s free wi-fi anywhere on campus and so it’s attractive to have a nice quiet place to surf the internet.
            When Andrew Lesk came, we discussed next week’s take home test. The questions will be available on the night of Thursday February 11th and we have to hand it in the next day by noon.
            Rather than a lecture on Katherine Mansfield’s “The Garden Party”, similarly to the previous Thursday class, we split into groups to discuss aspects of the story that were pre-selected by Andrew. I was in group one with Madeline, with whom I had been in Children’s Literature class, a young woman who introduced herself as Chelsea, and two others who discussed our question between the two of them. Our question asked what the first paragraph tells us about the status of the Sheridan family.
            The Sheridans have their gardener mowing the lawns (plural) from the crack of dawn. This suggests that they have acres of land that simply exists to be looked at. Hundreds of roses came into bloom overnight and the final line of the paragraph that refers to this is heavy with symbolism. The bushes bowed down to the roses as if they had been visited by archangels. This not only implies that the Sheridans think they control nature but that they are also closer to god.
            Question two asked what Laura being given the job of supervising the workmen says about class barriers. Laura, though a young woman, is not fully grown up, and yet she is supervising fully grown working class men.
            Question three asks how Jose is shown to be a true Sheridan. She thinks that her servants enjoy obeying her. 
            Question four asks why, from a class point of view, it is extravagant for Laura to want to express sympathy to the working class Scott family over the death of Mr Scott. Their families would not normally interact unless the poorer family were working for the richer one. Laura has a whimsical fascination with the working class that presents her as being a small crack in her own class that is portentous of it widening as the 20th Century progresses.
            How does Laura’s mother try to seduce Laura back to the Sheridan way of thinking with a hat? The hat is an heirloom that represents an inherited state of mind.
            Mrs Scott tells Laura that her dead husband, on display, “looks a picture”. Earlier, Laura’s mother tells Laura that “she looks a picture” in the hat. Perhaps each “picture” is the best that each person, in their class, can hope for.
            The story ends in stasis, which is volatile, driving us back to the psychological tensions of the story. Emotions not equalling their rationale create stasis. The stasis does not allow us to make predictions about what will happen next.
            After class I talked to Andrew about the link to Dash Shaw’s graphic novel, “Body World”. He said he had a hard copy of the book, but hadn’t read it. He did read my essay though and told me that it makes him want to read the book, which he might do during Reading Week. I suggested that it would be a good book to include in his Graphic Novel course. He said that he has taken student’s suggestions for course material in the past and that’s how he brought Daniel Clowes’s “David Boring” into the course.

            I rode home by way of Bloor Street because I wanted to check out some of the second hand clothing stores near Bloor and Lansdowne to see if they had any leather jackets. My brown one was coming apart in the back just below the collar. I went to the Salvation Army thrift store and Ransack the Universe, but didn’t find anything. At Vintage World there was a wide selection of leather jackets and coats, and I found a badass looking motorcycle jacket that was only slightly bigger than my size, which is ideal for underlayers in the wintertime. Before tax, it was $60.00. I suspected when I got it home that it wasn’t real leather, and pretty much confirmed that from comparative tests that were suggested on various online sites, such as the “saliva test”. Supposedly a real leather jacket is supposed to absorb the liquid, whereas spit floats on synthetic leather. There was also the fact that if a piece of clothing is made of leather, that fact increases the sales value and so it’s almost always displayed on a label. This jacket only said that it was made in Canada. It was the best looking and fitting jacket I’d seen and it was surprisingly inexpensive, so I didn’t care that much if it wasn’t leather, other than to dread it wearing out sooner than would a real leather jacket. I began to wonder though if my brown jacket, which I’d found on the street about three years before, was made of real leather. It had seemed to wear out so quickly.

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