Friday, 31 January 2020

Rochester



            On Thursday morning I memorized the first verse of "On n'est pas là pour se faire engueuler" (We Didn’t Come Here to be Shouted At) by Boris Vian.  I finished memorizing “Nazi Rock” by Serge Gainsbourg and looked for the chords. The only chords posted say that the verses are all in C and the chorus is in F. I’m sure it’s more complicated than that.
            I worked on updating my journal.
            In the late morning the hot water had been off for 24 hours. I went downstairs to find out what was going on. The door to what used to be a Coffeetime was unlocked and I walked in. Everything was gone and there was just one guy with a push broom sweeping up. He said, “We’re closed!” I said, "I know you're closed!" and then I told him that the hot water was still off. He was surprised and called his boss who was working back in what used to be the kitchen. He was surprised as well that we had no hot water upstairs. He asked where the water heater was and I said it was probably in the basement. He said he’d have the hot water back on in twenty minutes. I thanked him and he was true to his word. If I weren’t around to complain no one in my building would have anything.
            I took a shower and the water was hotter than it’s been in a long time.
            I tidied up in the kitchen and put some stuff away that had been cluttering the kitchen table for a month.
            I rode down to Freshco where I bought two bags, of grapes, two bags of cherries, a pint of blueberries, a bag of naan, two containers of Greek yogourt, a jug of orange juice and a pack of old cheddar.
            I had a chicken drumstick and some Greek yogourt for lunch.
            In the afternoon the plug in my toilet tank became undone again. In trying to reattach the chain I realized that the plug could be easily removed. I had thought it was attached by a hinge but it just has holes in the rubber that fit over the middle. It was easier to reattach the chain by removing the plug rather than struggling with something I can barely see in ice-cold water. Now that I know I can remove the plug maybe I can replace it, since it doesn’t always fully close and so I often hear water trickling.
I did my exercises while listening to Amos and Andy. This story guest starred Eddie Anderson as Rochester Van Jones and his boss Jack Benny. Kingfish and Andy have started a loan company with Andy’s $450. Their first customer is Rochester. They tell him they’ll lend him $400 and in two weeks he has to pay back $900. He takes the deal but in two weeks he tells them that he doesn’t have the money because he lost it on a horse named Rosebud. They look to see if they can get back the money from Rochester’s employer but through a credit check they find out that Benny is so cheap it would be impossible. But Floressa Jackson tells them that Rosebud actually won the race. Rochester tells them that his bookie told him the horse lost. He brings his bookie to talk with them and his bookie is Jack Benny. Kingfish argues that the racing form says Rosebud won by a photo finish. Benny simply says that cameras can be wrong and as an example tells them that he made “The Horn Blows at Midnight”. This was a movie that Benny starred in 1945 that failed miserably at the box office. Benny used the fact that it was a flop as a running gag for twenty years.





            I finished updating my journal.
I did some reading of the executive report of the class action suit against Indigenous day schools.
            For dinner I had a potato and my last two chicken drumsticks with gravy while watching Zorro.
            In this story Cesar Romero’s Esteban continues to court Margareta while Zorro continues to discourage it. Zorro’s tactic is to sneak in unnoticed by Esteban and leaving the letter “Z” in different places, including on his forehead. Finally Esteban tells Diego that he has given up and he is going back to Spain. He declares however that he is truly in love with Margareta. Diego is almost beginning to believe him. Suddenly Esteban and Margareta have gone missing and Zorro realizes that Esteban tried to trick him. Esteban and Margareta are on their way to the church when Zorro intercepts them and stops the carriage. Zorro and Esteban duel and Zorro wins, Zorro then rides away with Margareta in the wagon to have a talk with her. When their talk is finished Zorro tells Margareta that the decision to marry Esteban or not is up to her and he rides away. When Esteban catches up Margareta asks him if he is after her for her money. He swears that he is not. She says that is good because she has learned that her father is not legally allowed to pass land down to his daughter unless she is married to a Californian and so they will not be rich if they marry. Esteban suddenly tells her that there is a war going on in Spain and he must return to fight for his king. As he rides away Margareta says, “What a magnificent rogue!”
            Later, although I was connected to the wifi network across the street, the signal wasn’t strong enough to connect to Gmail or any websites. On top of that my computer crashed and restarted. I don’t know if the two problems were related but I couldn’t post anything on my blog or Facebook. Earlier I’d noted how much easier it had been to connect on Thursday than it had been on Wednesday. Despite me not being able to connect to sites, my torrents continued to upload.
            At midnight I went to bed with my computer still trying to open Facebook. I woke up to pee at 1:37 and it had arrived. I logged onto my blog and went back to bed for another eight minutes while it loaded. Everything uploaded except the picture. I went back and forth between bed and my computer and finally uploaded the picture at 2:35. After that it took a while to get to sleep again.

January 31, 1990



Thirty years ago today

            In the morning I worked in the warehouse for Ministry of Government Services charity sale. A lot of people came looking to get a discount on office furniture by claiming to represent charitable organizations. One guy said he was with the National Circus School of Canada.
            The rest of the day I fucked around working in the yard again, which I hate.
            Nancy was home when I got there.
            Ibrahim didn’t show up and so I finished listening to most of my albums.
            Nancy tried to fix the typewriter but made it worse.
            We made love. It didn’t hurt her very much anymore and so next time I wouldn’t bother coming so quickly.

Thursday, 30 January 2020

Patricia Medina


            On Wednesday morning it was quiet on the street in front of my building for the first time in years. The people that I normally see walking in this direction either didn’t come at all or else they walked west to Tim Hortons. The only person that came was Margaret in her faded old leopard print coat. She’d either forgotten or hadn’t realized that the Coffeetime downstairs had closed forever. No one stopped their cars in the Dollarama parking lot to walk across Queen and get a coffee. It had been a daily ritual for years that the Ethiopian cabby in the Beck taxi would pull in to the lot and immediately his fellow countryman, my former down the hall neighbour, would leave his table at the Coffeetime to walk across and stand to chat for five to fifteen minutes. I wondered if they were meeting now at Tim Hortons.
I memorized a little more of "On n'est pas là pour se faire engueuler" (We Didn’t Come Here to be Shouted At) by Boris Vian and the first verse of “Nazi Rock” by Serge Gainsbourg. Nazi Rock tries to make Nazis ridiculous by painting them as dressing up in drag for the Night of the Long Knives. I guess maybe it’s kind of a Clockwork Orange thing but really, what’s ridiculous about dressing in drag?
Around 9:00 I started to hear the loud noises hammering, crowbarring and yanking of the deinstallment of all the Coffeetime equipment and furniture downstairs. Around 10:00 they started working under my window to take down the Coffeetime sign and were at it for a couple of hours. I also noticed that the hot water had been turned off but I assumed it was temporary.
I worked on typing my lecture notes from Monday.
I did my dishes with cold water and was just about to do some cleaning in the bedroom when I heard Benj and Shankar talking in the hallway. I went out and told them to keep the noise down because I was trying to hear the hammering downstairs.
Benji said they told him that they’d be turning the hot water back on in a couple of hours. We chatted about the changes that were going on downstairs. I said that if it’s really Popeyes that’ll be moving in they are going to do very good business in Parkdale because black people tend to love Popeyes. Benji said that it’s better than KFC but Shankar said he likes the gravy. I was surprised because Shankar is a Hindu and I thought that he would be a vegetarian. He said he’s not a vegetarian but he did recently give up beef. Benji, who is also of South Asian descent by way of Guyana said he loves pork. I asked Shankar what god he worships but he just said “the almighty”. I asked if he worships Siva because I know that some Sivites eat meat but he just started explaining that there are lots of gods to worship in Hinduism. I told him that I know all about it because I used to be a pujari. He asked where and I told him that I’d studied yoga at an ashram north of Montreal. He correctly guessed that it was the Sivananda Yoga Ashram and Benji was familiar with it too.
Shankar surprised me by telling me that he recognized me from the poetry scene years ago because he’s friends with Tom Fisher. He also knew Nik Beat. Benji said he remembers when I used to run my poetry reading out of a Brazilian place on College in Little Portugal. I forget the name but it was owned by a woman and the husband she was separated from. It was a nice place but they went out of business.
I cleaned the upper left shelf in the overhead storage area in my bedroom.
In the afternoon I did my exercises while listening to Amos and Andy. In this story Andy gets a call from Charmaign Larue who asks him to take her to a dance even though she and her mother cheated him out of two tickets for a Caribbean cruise. He had intended to tell her off but as soon as she start charming him with her Georgia accent he melts. He agrees to take her to the dance but as the date approaches he receives a telegram from a woman named Floressa Jackson that he’d proposed to by mail. She says she would be arriving by train the same date as the dance. Since Floressa doesn’t know what Andy looks like he hires Kingfish to pose as him and meet her at the station. The plan is to get rid of her and so Kingfish tells Floressa that he has to leave for a dangerous scientific expedition in the Amazon and he probably won’t be back. Floressa decides to stay in New York anyway and ends up moving in with Charmaign. Kingfish and Andy plot successfully to get Floressa evicted but in the end Kingfish comes home to find that his wife Sapphire has rented a room to her.
In this show the announcer mentions television for the first time because he was shilling Christmas cards and wished they were on television so everyone could see them.
The noises stopped downstairs but the hot water did not come back on.
I finished typing my lecture notes and worked on getting caught up on the rest of my journal.
I had two slices of bacon, an egg and a warmed up loaf of naan for dinner with a beer while watching Zorro. In this story, Esteban (played by Cesar Romero) has proposed to the wealthy Margareta Cotazar and as he is overwhelmingly charming she has accepted without realizing that he is after her for her money. Zorro foils several attempts by Esteban to court Margareta. Esteban tries to outsmart Zorro by putting out the word that he will be serenading Margareta beside the lake. Zorro comes to stop him but the lady being serenaded is corporal Reyes in drag and Esteban and Reyes attack him. Sgt Garcia is nearby but he gets confronted by a skunk and doesn’t dare move. Zorro easily defeats the three men and they all get dunked in the lake.
Margareta was played by Patricia Medina, who was British but her father was Spanish. She had lead roles in films such as Stranger at the Door, Phantom of the Rue Morgue, Mr Arkadin and Confidential Report from the mid 1940s to the mid-1950s. When the film work started to run dry she began working in television and on stage. She was married to British actor Richard Greene who played Robin Hood in the old British TV series and later to Joseph Cotton. She and Cotten were close friends with Ronald and Nancy Reagan. She loved working with Lou Costello and considered him to be the greatest comedian she’d ever seen.

January 30, 1990



Thirty years ago today

            I worked in the boring yard again, but at least I got to unload a truck.
            Ibrahim came by after I got home. He was mad at me because he’d heard that I’d suggested to someone that he might be in jail. He had come to take back his stereo but decided to come back the next day. He wasn’t mad at me when he left.
            Nancy came in fairly late and told me that she’d quit the job she’d just started the day before. She’d made me a copy and one for herself of the collage I’d made so I could give it to Brenda if she shows up on Thursday. I hung up Nancy’s copy.
            I felt too sick to make love but I felt that Nancy wanted to.

He's Back!!!



On Tuesday morning I memorized the first two lines of "On n'est pas là pour se faire engueuler" (We Didn’t Come Here to be Shouted At) by Boris Vian.
I finished posted my translation of “L’amour prison” by Serge Gainsbourg.
            I worked on typing my lecture notes.
            I tidied up in the kitchen and got rid of a few old books and videotapes by putting them on top of the Now box in front of my place.
            For lunch I spiced up a can of split pea soup with some curry and Scotch bonnet sauce and had it with a bowl of potato chips.
            In the afternoon I did my exercises while listening to Amos and Andy. In this story Andy is dating Kingfish’s former secretary Charmaign Larue and he’s interested in marriage. She tells him that his age is a consideration and so he decides to start looking younger by going to a gym. But when Kingfish hears of this he pretends to open a gym to get money out of Andy. Later Andy finds out that Charmaign was considering his age because she wants to match him up with her mother. Learning that Mrs Larue is financially independent, Andy decides that he’s okay with marrying her. To make sure that Mrs. Larue doesn’t think Andy’s after Mrs Larue for her money, he and Kingfish raise $400 to buy two tickets for a Caribbean cruise, then he presents them to her upon proposing. Next we hear Mrs Larue and her daughter boarding the cruise ship, happy they’ve taken advantage of Andy and hoping to both meet rich husbands on their journey.
            I worked on typing my lecture notes.
            At 18:45 the Coffeetime downstairs turned off its wifi network forever and I switched to the signal from the espresso place across the street. It’s a weaker connection but it beats paying for it.
            I had a potato, two drumsticks and some gravy for dinner while watching the fifth episode of the current season of Doctor Who.
            Spoiler alert!
            This story has too many pleasant surprises to not repeat the above warning. If you have not seen this episode and plan to, DO NOT READ THE REST OF THIS POST!!!
            In this story the Jadoon, the rhinoceros-headed race of galactic police officers for hire, have put a force field around Gloucester as they look for the fugitive they’ve been contracted to arrest. Since the Jadoon in doing their duty have no qualms about killing those that get in their way, the Doctor decides to intervene. She manages to get the Tardis through the force field. The Tardis appears in a coffee shop and while the Doctor, Yasmine and Ryan go out on the street, Graham intends to buy something, only to suddenly be teleported away. The Jadoon locate the home of Lee and Ruth Clayton as the hideout of the fugitive. But before they can attack the Doctor shows her telepathic identification to the head Jadoon and it reads to her that the Doctor is an Imperial Regulator. She says she’s there to investigate their procedure and finds they are using an illegal weapon. She persuades them to let her go into the house and negotiate ahead of the Jadoon. She is given five minutes. Inside he sonic shows that both Lee and Ruth are human but she finds an alien box in the bedroom. Lee tells them that he’ll face the Jadoon but the Doctor has to get Ruth to safety. When the Jadoon arrive they are joined by Get, the woman that hired them. Much to the disapproval of the head Jadoon, Get executes Lee. Meanwhile Graham teleports onto an alien ship. Shortly he is greeted by (I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO STOP READING!) the delightful and the long overdue, Captain Jack Harkness who we haven’t seen for years. Jack comes up to Graham and gives him a big kiss on the mouth, telling him that he loves the new look and that he’s still sexy. Jack thinks that Graham is the Doctor. Jack is flying a stolen ship that is under attack by the owners. He teleports Yasmine and Ryan aboard, thinking one of them is the Doctor. Jack tries to take his ship through the force field but can’t do it before the ships anti theft mechanism gets to him. He has to send them back and teleport away but leaves them a message for the Doctor: “Beware the lone Cyberman". The Doctor and Ruth are surrounded by Jadoon and suddenly Ruth goes full ninja and attacks them, forcing them to retreat. She doesn't know what happened or how she was capable of doing that. Just before dying Lee sent Ruth a text telling her to break the glass. She drives with the Doctor to the lighthouse where she grew up. Inside the lighthouse Ruth breaks the glass like for a fire alarm. Meanwhile the Doctor is outside. She scans the grave of Ruth’s parents and finds that something alien is underground. She grabs a shovel and uncovers a Tardis. Ruth after breaking the glass got her memory back and introduces herself to the Doctor as the Doctor, which causes confusion for both. The Doctor scans Ruth and finds they are the same person but she doesn’t remember ever having been Ruth. Ruth’s Tardis is pulled to the Jadoon ship and Gat arrives to kill Ruth. Gat is revealed to also be a Time Lord. Gat fires a weapon at Ruth that Ruth sabotaged and Gat is disintegrated. Ruth takes the Doctor back to Gloucester and then leaves.


Wednesday, 29 January 2020

January 29, 1990



Thirty years ago today

            Nancy and I made love in the early morning. It was still painful for her and difficult for me because she was still very tight but it was getting easier every time. It was also nice that she was starting to relax with me and willingly removed her clothing without being encouraged.
            I had a really bad cough that just wouldn’t go away. This had never happened to me before and I was going through at least three packs of lozenges a day.
            I had to work in the yard that day and it was extremely boring.
            Nancy mailed my envelope to Tom and gave me a hair tie.
            She got a new temporary job for a month doing filing at a bank.

Honorary Haida



On Monday morning I felt anxiety about coming to Indigenous Studies class followed by tutorial and was down about also having to work that night and only having a short window to rush home afterwards to eat lunch and then to ride back downtown. I was depressed about all that until song practice but singing always makes me feel better.
I finished translating "On n'est pas là pour se faire engueuler" (We Didn’t Come Here to be Shouted At) by Boris Vian and tried to sing along once with the recording,
I finished working out the chords for “L’amour prison” by Serge Gainsbourg and started posting the song on my Christian’s Translations blog.
            I did some more reading of the executive report on the Indian Day Schools class action suit. I noticed that this more than 500 word pdf is only volume 2 of six.
The anxiety came back on the way to class with a little bit of tension in my chest because I really hate this course. But it wasn't a cold ride and the streets were clear. It was like a different world compared to the Monday before.
I finished the chapter of Ways of Knowing on Self Government and started the one on Indigenous economic development.
White is still trying to record his lectures although I didn't see any audio posted of the last one.
He said that our reflection paper and media presentation might be combined.
We began talking about the common response to Indigenous people that they should “get over it”. Why get over it? It's about how much money it costs to not get over it but one can't get over what is still happening.
Thomas King says that reservations are becoming corporations.
The counter-punch to “get over it” is economic. If they want Indigenous people to get over it then they should pay them what they are owed.
There is a lot to complain about but the complaints are not being heard. .
Most Indigenous communities are at or below the poverty line.
Some Natives are using basketball and military service as ways to rise out of poverty.
He said the speech that he read last week is just as applicable now.
The idea of sovereignty is based on western colonial culture.
What is self-determination? Self-determination has roots in political law. The charter of the United Nations states that people, based on respect for the principle equal rights and fair equality of opportunity, have the right to freely choose their sovereignty and international political status without interference.
Some say that Nixon was one of the more pro-Indigenous presidents. He returned Blue Lake to the Taos Pueblo in 1970. He signed the Indian Self-Determination and Self-Organization Act in 1975, which returned power to the tribes. He was more progressive in that area than Obama but Obama adopted the UN Manifesto on the Rights of Indigenous Peoples. .
John Quincy Adams tried and failed to help out the Creek Indians but he was outspokenly sympathetic about Indigenous issues his whole life.
Calvin Coolidge made every Indigenous person a US citizen in 1924 but then desecrated Mount Rushmore.
The first Canadian prime minister to do anything good for Indigenous people was
John Diefenbaker, who granted them the vote.
Pierre Trudeau was adopted as an honorary Haida.
            Paul Martin endorsed the Kelowna Accord, which aimed to eliminate the gaps between Aboriginal and non-Aboriginal Canadians in health, education, housing and economic opportunity. But Stephen Harper did not endorse it.
Harper issued the apology for Residential Schools. 
He says that when the Haudenosaunee lacrosse team used their created passport it was an act of sovereignty. Here he goes again, Haudenosaunee blah blah blah. But there is a difference between nations and countries. Haudenosaunee are a nation like Quebec is a nation. There are no Quebec passports. I don't think there is a Scottish passport either.
We should acknowledge the privileges and benefits that we have as a result of the actions of our ancestors.
Reconciliation should not be easy.
Have attitudes changed?
Indigenous people make up 5% of the Canadian population but 40% of the prison population.
There is an underlying assumption that Indigenous communities are not capable.
Most people think of Indigenous people as being one group.
In every nation there is a bear, a turtle and a wolf clan. One is not allowed to date someone from the same clan even if from an entirely different nation. That seems fucked up, since they aren't even related. The connections between the same clans of different nations are similar to that between fraternities and sororities of different universities.
King says land could still be taken away from Indigenous people.
Vancouver is on Native land and rented out to settlers. In 2014 Vancouver City Council unanimously acknowledged that Vancouver is on unceded land belonging to the Musqueam, the Squamish and the Tsleil-Waututh First Nations and declared itself a city of reconciliation. They want the government to pay rent and the Squamish are planning to build eleven towers with 3000 mostly rental units at the western foot of the Burrard Street Bridge. 
Indigenous people have a sovereign right to operate casinos but should they?
There is a myth that Indigenous people go to college for free. Status Indians can apply for funding but not everyone is approved. They have to re-apply every year and can lose funding if they miss too many classes and then might have to wait two years to re-apply.
As long as there is one to sing, one to dance, one to tell stories and one to listen, culture will continue.
I wonder if some traditions, like hereditary chiefs, are merely held onto as a type of psychological resistance. Just because an Indigenous person thinks that an electoral system might be better it doesn’t necessarily mean that the idea is coming from a colonized mind. It might have arisen from independent thought. It's possible that if contact had never occurred that some nations might have electoral systems of government now.
The government doesn’t compensate reserves if they have to buy bottled water.
The Navajo signed over their coal rights to Peabody that had promised they would keep the water clean. Now the water in a desert area is contaminated.
He talked about the Alaska land deal. The Indigenous people got $963 million but they still need food flown in.
He said a greasy spoon breakfast in Toronto is $7 but in anchorage it’s $25 because the potatoes, eggs and flour are all flown in.
He asked how much it costs for a bottle of water at Disneyworld and a student answered $5.75.
He says the formation of Nunavut reduced the community to a corporation and the people became shareholders. But reserves turned to corporations are sometimes successful. Corporations need self-sufficiency. Nunavut has surface and some sub-surface rights.
We live beyond our means.
Jefferson said the best way to get land is for Indigenous people to be in debt.
In the 1700s one could live as one wanted on a reserve but by 1800 it became confining.
The corporate model is completely anti-Indigenous. I doubt if that’s true. The large southern Indigenous empires had merchants. The Aztecs sometimes used a type of currency. There is no reason to think that if they hadn’t been crushed by Spain they might have developed into corporations.
In the Australian fires maybe a billion animals died.
Western history is linear.
Indigenous women are three or four times more prone to being victims of violence.
The Steven Kummerfield jury was instructed to take the victim Pamela George's profession as a sex trade worker into account.
Evo Morales was the first elected Indigenous president. Some critics say that Morales has some European ancestry. Former president Enrique Penaranda had a significant degree of Indigenous lineage.
In the case of Ex parte vs. Crow Dog in 1877 a drunken man killed someone but tribe worked it out. The District attorney of South Dakota said it wasn’t enough. It was ruled that the state court had no jurisdiction over the reserve.
Many outlaws used Indian Territory for their hideouts because no local or state law existed there.
Someone said that Canada had been a penal colony but the British only sent two shiploads of convicts to Newfoundland. They didn’t find it to be a successful endeavour. The first settlers from France were a convict colony on Sable Island in 1598. France sent prisoners mostly to Louisiana.
Aboriginal justice was the death penalty, a fine or enslavement to the victim’s family. Among the Huron the victim of a thief might be allowed to go to the thief’s family home and take whatever they wanted. This compelled families to enforce good behaviour among their kin. Treason or refusal to compensate victims might result in the death penalty.             Killing someone of another family could result in a blood feud and such feuds were considered worse than murder. Revenge was discouraged and the resolution was usually arrived at in a circle in which the victim and perpetrator were a part. They each had to face one another and discuss how to make things right without mentioning the actual crime.
In Aztec society anything more than petty theft of the possessions of one’s peers was treated more severely. If one of one’s family couldn’t pay back what was taken the punishment was either death or enslavement.
The original mission of the North West Mounted Police was to protect Indians.
He said the tomahawk chop is living proof that Indigenous people are seen as less than human.
Marc Miller, a non-Indigenous politician member of parliament who speaks Mohawk better than some Mohawks. Last year he made a speech in Mohawk in parliament. After the election brought the Liberals back into power Trudeau made Miller the Minister of Indigenous Services.
I headed to tutorial. My bike was locked on top of the same but much more shrunken snow bank as last week. I rode down to 300 Huron, locked my bike, went inside, down to the basement and through the double doors. On the other side, just as room 75 was in sight I remembered the email that we’d gotten from Safia last week telling us that the tutorial location had changed. Nicole and another young Indigenous woman were just coming down the stairs and I told them. Nicole didn’t think she’d gotten an email about any change but then she checked her phone and found it. Another Native student came down the stairs and Nicole informed her as well. The started walking over to the Centre for Indigenous Studies and I took my bike. They got there almost as fast as I did I guess because they knew a shortcut.
Tutorial was in the lounge on the second floor and the comfortable chairs were all in a circle facing one another. Safia said that’s the way seating is usually arranged in Indigenous classes.
Somebody asked if it was really true that the North West Mounted Police’s original mandate was the protection of Indigenous people. I reminded her that at the time the NWMP were formed Indigenous people were extremely important to the Crown economically.
I could smell the sage smoke left over from a smudge in the air. It’s a strong smell that borders between pleasant and unpleasant for me.
Safia said that Canadian mining companies are some of the world’s worst human rights violators. De Beers Diamonds bought crappy mobile homes for the Inuit people in the community where they mine for diamonds.
She mentioned the pass system again and said they had it in Kenya too.
She brought up the Pamela George murder trial of 1995. The killers got off with a light sentence because the judge brought up the fact that Pamela’s community was a violent place.
Safia said that Indigenous communities before contact had no theft because there was sharing. That’s probably true for small items and things like food and clothing but I think she’s oversimplifying again.
Indigenous justice is restorative justice whereas the European system is retributive. Indigenous society is non-hierarchical and there is dialogue and negotiation. She said there was no written law. That may be true in Canada but the major laws of the Aztec were laid out in pictographs. They were just beginning to codify their laws when the Spanish destroyed the manuscripts.
She said there were no lawyers. There were Aztec judges elected by communities to hear small criminal and civil cases. There were three levels of courts. Only the neighbourhood courts had elected judges. The highest court had a judge appointed by the emperor and that top judge appointed the judges for the middle level courts.
She said there were no politicians. But there were elected leaders at the various community levels. Even the royal family apparently elected the emperor from within the family and leadership of the empire didn’t automatically go to the oldest son.
The percentage of female Indigenous inmates is increasing.
Nicole talked about the Gladue Principle in which some judges are asked to consider aboriginal background before sentencing.
Restorative justice can only work with self-government. Self-determination for a community means making its own laws.
In Christianity one is born in sin while in Indigenous spirituality one is born oneself.
Nicole gave the example of someone finding their snowmobile gone and concluding that someone else must have needed it. I wonder how many people really think that way.
I asked about the outline for our essay. We are supposed to present a 150-word proposal but also an outline. There is nothing to indicate how long the outline should be. Safia asked White as he was walking by. Without looking at me he just said that the outline is standard going back to high school. I didn’t finish high school but I don’t recall outlines when I was in Grade 10 a hundred years ago. University English and Philosophy papers don’t have outlines and so he's basically saying that Indigenous Studies is a high school course. That's been my impression also from the way the teachers behave.
I rode home and had an hour and fifteen minutes before I had to leave again. I had lunch and then I went to bed and slept for twenty minutes.
I worked that night for Nick Aoki in the Design Department at OCADU. It was just a basic sitting pose for the whole night and he took a few minutes a couple of times to show a video and some slides. During my breaks I worked on typing my lecture notes.
Before leaving for work I’d partially boiled a potato and so when I got home I boiled it a little longer, heated two drumsticks and some gravy and had a late dinner while watching Zorro.
In this story Diego discovers that Zorro’s horse Tornado is missing. He had first found Tornado wild in the hills and he guessed that perhaps Tornado is homesick and has decided to go back for a visit. But while Diego is looking for Tornado his Uncle Esteban finds and captures him. Tornado let Esteban ride him and showed himself to be the fastest horse he’d ever ridden. There is an upcoming charity horse race and Esteban begins to take bets that his new horse will win. He shows the horse to Sgt Garcia and Cpl Reyes and they tell him that he has Zorro’s horse. Esteban, with the help of Garcia and Reyes, plots that after he wins the race he will let the horse go and follow it back to Zorro in order to collect the reward for his capture. But when Esteban brags to Diego that his black horse is the fastest he's ever seen, Diego realizes that his uncle has Tornado. Zorro follows Esteban to an old winery where he has been stabling Tornado. Zorro manages to sneak in under their noses and escape with Tornado.
They don’t explain how Tornado was taken care of while Diego and Bernardo were in Monterrey for a few weeks. They also don’t explain what happened to the white horse, Phantom that Zorro had adopted in Monterrey.


Tuesday, 28 January 2020

January 28, 1990



Thirty years ago today

            I got home from Cutty’s at 4:00 and went to bed feeling very depressed that the three women I’d asked to dance had turned me down.
            I was still down in the dumps when I got up but also dehydrated. I tried to phone Brenda but there was no answer and so I went out to buy some Coke. Brenda called later in the evening when Nancy was there and it turned out that when I had gone out to the store she had come by to my place. She said she’d been depressed and thinking about me just like I had been about her. She hinted that she missed me and told me that sometimes she thinks I’m the only one that understands her. She said she'd been having sexual problems with Glen and explained that they weren't having sex because he was abstaining.
She said she might visit me on Thursday to have me cut her hair.

Monday, 27 January 2020

Cesar Romero



            On Sunday morning I almost finished translating "On n'est pas là pour se faire engueuler" (We Didn’t Come Here to be Shouted At) by Boris Vian. In the first verse the speaker is pushed around by the cops at a parade; in the second verse he gets attacked by his wife for coming home drunk with a friend; in the last verse his wife has killed him and he arrives still drunk at the line-up for heaven. St Peter gives him such a hard time that he tells him off and then he and his friends choose to go down to hell where they party for eternity. I just have two lines left to translate that state the moral of the song. Something like, “If you complain at the right moment you get what you want." I just have to figure out how to make it fit the metre and rhyme.
            I almost finished working out the chords for “L’amour prison” by Serge Gainsbourg. I just have to figure out the finale.
            I spent about half an hour organizing the overhead storage shelf in my bedroom. I threw a few things out and put a big storage bin back up there that had been taking up space at the bottom of the set of shelves in the kitchen hallway. It looks neater now but there are still a few things to do to finish the job. I had wanted to wash that whole space before putting things away but that would have taken too much time. I think I’ll have to wait until spring or summer for that.
            I had Triscuits and cheese for lunch.
            I tried to open the document I’d converted from the Indian Day Schools class action suit pdf but it caused Word to shut down all my documents and so I just deleted the file. I can live with the pdf.
            I did my exercises in the afternoon while listening to Amos and Andy. At the beginning of this story the lodge has voted that the Kingfish needs a secretary because their files have gone into disarray. They’d sent a get-well card to a lodge member that had died twenty-seven years ago. Andy comes by to help Kingfish interview possible secretaries. Charmagne Larue has a heavy southern US accent and she’s good looking and so Andy wants to hire her right away. Kingfish is more practical.  He asks her if she knows shorthand and at first she asks, “What’s that? Oh, you mean those little doodads?” He asks how many words of dictation can she write in a minute. She says, “About four.” Kingfish says that most secretaries can do four hundred. Andy argues that between the two of them they only know about one hundred and twenty words anyhow, so they hire her. But when Sapphire finds that her husband has hired a young, attractive secretary she is upset and calls her mother. When Kingfish comes home Sapphire’s mother tells him Sapphire has gotten a job as a secretary for an attractive banker who is sending her flowers. When he sends her candy he is so upset he can only eat half of them. Finally he gives in and lets Charmagne go but he still has to hire a secretary. He thinks everything will be fine until the agency sends Sapphire’s mother over.
            I spent a couple of hours reading through the pdf of the executive report on the Indian Day schools class action lawsuit. It's weird that the pdf didn't allow me to copy some sections of the first third of the document but later I could copy freely. I assume it wasn’t deliberately restricted but rather just some kind of glitch since the material is not any different in either part. There seem to be only four plaintiffs in the Manitoba part of the class action suit. There are two from Quebec but I guess a class action means that the plaintiffs symbolically represent everyone else in the group of those abused. The victims don’t have to come forward until after the government agrees to make a payment.
            For dinner I had two strips of bacon, an egg and a piece of toast with a beer while watching Zorro. In this story a gentleman named Esteban de la Cruz arrives in Los Angeles from Barcelona. He resents acting commandant Garcia searching his bags. He shows him a bag of what look like precious gems. While Garcia and Reyes are searching his bags, of which he has a lot, he goes to the local inn and buys everyone a drink. He dances with a bar maid and he is a very good dancer. He tells Garcia that he is looking for a place to live while he is in Los Angeles. Garcia says the inn is the only place that rents rooms. Esteban says he wants to acquire an entire hacienda and hears that the de la Vega hacienda is very good. Garcia tells him it is but he doesn’t think it’s for sale. Esteban insists that Garcia escort him there. As soon as he gets there he begins to redecorate and Garcia is worried that when Don Alejandro and Don Diego return home then Alejandro will run Esteban through with his sword. But when they arrive it turns out that Esteban is Diego’s uncle. A big party is thrown in Esteban’s honour that night and Diego notices that Esteban is showing his jewels to everyone. Diego and his father are worried that the jewels are fake and that Esteban will try to sell them, thus embarrassing the family. They arrange for Bernardo to pick Esteban’s pocket but Esteban picks Bernardo’s and gets the jewels immediately back. Diego and his father agree that Zorro may be needed but before Zorro can take the jewels two thieves club Esteban and rob him. When Esteban wakes up he sees Zorro and thinks he is the robber. He begins to call for help. Zorro escapes with the soldiers in pursuit but the real thieves are also escaping. Zorro knocks them from their horses with a rope strung across the gate and turns them over to the police. Zorro holds onto the fake jewels but Esteban seems unconcerned. He declares, much to Diego and Alejandro’s frustration that he might stay for quite a while.
            I recognized immediately that Esteban was played by Cesar Romero. I hadn’t realized what a good dancer he was. He started out playing a Latin lover in several films. He played the Cisco kid in a series of film shorts and of course he is best known as the Joker on the Batman TV series. He refused to shave his moustache for the role and so they just really laid on the white makeup. His Joker laugh was established when the producer overheard him begin laughing hysterically at his Joker costume, which he considered to be absurd.

January 27, 1990




Thirty years ago today

            I cleaned my place today and then I went out to shop at the Salvation Army thrift store where I found a sweater for $3.
            I had an éclair at the donut shop at Queen and Gladstone.
            I went to Carmita to get my hair trimmed. I decided to change the style and to start wearing it in a ponytail.
            From Zootzz I walked over to Henry’s Camera where I bought two rolls of film.
            On my way home I stopped at the Bamboo for a beer.
            That night I went with Judy to Cutty’s. I asked three women to dance but they all turned me down, including the one who seemed to have been making eyes at me before I approached her.
            I saw Maria Santa but she was with someone. She said she’d come over to talk with me later but she didn't.

Sunday, 26 January 2020

Juvenile Jungle


            On Saturday morning the old man in the dented silver-grey car drove past my place about fifty times when I was doing song practice. He still always makes a U-turn at O’Hara and then drives west to turn around again. He could have driven to Scarborough and back with the amount of driving he does in a very narrow stretch of Parkdale. I wonder if he’ll still be doing it after the Coffeetime downstairs closes forever on Tuesday.
I worked out the chords for the first verse of “L’amour prison” (Jailed in Love) by Serge Gainsbourg.
            I didn’t go to the food bank and won’t be going for at least a few weeks because I have assignments to work on and can’t spare the time it takes to write my Food Bank Adventures.
            Around noon I washed the bottom shelves of the set of shelves in my kitchen hallway. There’s no point taking a picture to show that I washed it because the shelf is black and it’s in a dark corner.
            I rode down to No Frills where I bought four bags of black sable grapes, a pint of strawberries, six bars of Irish Spring soap, a bottle of Murphy’s Oil Soap, mouthwash, strawberry Greek yogourt, hot salsa and a bag of thick-cut chips.
            When I got home I went back downstairs to the Coffeetime and since they would be closing on Tuesday I bought one last plain donut. In the twenty-three years I’ve lived above the Coffeetime I don’t think I spent more than $23 there altogether.
            For lunch I had Triscuits and old cheddar and then I ate the donut with some strawberry yogourt. It was delicious! I love plain donuts but once Coffeetime is gone I wouldn’t bother to walk to Tim Hortons to buy one, so I thought I’d take advantage of proximity one last time.
            I was thinking about why the Maori are considered Indigenous to New Zealand while the Icelanders are not considered Indigenous to Iceland. The Maori were Polynesians that settled on New Zealand in the 13th Century and the Icelanders were Vikings that settled on Iceland in the 9th Century. In both cases they were the first humans to arrive in the place they settled. I read one argument that one can’t be considered Indigenous to a region unless one is colonized. That would mean that no one that lived in North America before first contact with Europeans was Indigenous and that seems like a fucked up argument. Someone else said that people have to have a harmonious relationship with their environment in order to be considered Indigenous. That would mean that the Aztecs, the Incas, the Toltecs and the Mayans were not Indigenous since their large populations and cities did negatively impact their environments.
            In the afternoon I did my exercises while listening to Amos and Andy. This story begins the morning after Kingfish and Sapphire return home from a party held by well-to-do people. Kingfish is sick because he made a pig of himself. She tells him that at a buffet one isn’t supposed to pull a chair up and eat directly from the bowls. He says he wasn’t the only vulture there and tells her that when he rested his hand on the table for a second someone put ketchup on it. Kingfish asks if any of his friends called to ask how he was feeling. Sapphire declares that he has no friends because he’s always trying to cheat them, especially Andy. He starts thinking about that and decides to turn over a new leaf. That day he goes and gives Andy $5 to prove he’s a new man but when Andy puts the money in his billfold Kingfish sees $200 in there. He immediately forgets his resolution and tries to con Andy into giving him the money. Andy walks away disgusted. Kingfish has a dream that he died and everybody’s happy about it. He decides to tell everybody that he’s going to kill himself. He shows Andy his suicide note and tells him he’s just on his way to get it notarized. Kingfish hides out in New Jersey and then after three days of not seeing him, his friends start getting worried. They raise $300 to pay a detective to track him down and are very happy when he is located in a hotel in New Jersey. Kingfish is also happy because now he knows he has friends and he’s especially happy that he has the $300 that he got from posing as the detective they hired to track himself down.
            I tried to copy some information from the pdf of the executive report on the Indian Day Schools class action suit. It seems certain sections allow themselves to be copied while others don’t. I converted it to a Word document on Cloud Convert but whenever I opened it the document would begin loading but then shut down along with any other document I happened to open. I had to just transcribe some of the information. There was one testimonial from someone that went to a reserve day school starting at seven and he was strapped whenever he spoke his own language. He also says he was sexually abused by nuns. I wonder what the nature of the sexual abuse would have been. Obviously any type of abuse is wrong but corporal punishment was not unique to reserve day schools. Since schools for learning the white man’s ways were asked for by the chiefs in the treaties one assumes they didn’t think the education was going to be in their own language. Of course they should have had teachers capable of teaching English in Native languages but I wonder how practically possible that was.
            I fried two strips of bacon, an egg and had them with toast and a beer while watching Zorro. In this and the previous story Diego and Garcia and Reyes are all back in Los Angeles, without any explanation as to why the change was made. Garcia has collected the annual tax money from the landowners and the local blacksmith Salvio and his son Eugenio have constructed a super strong rolling iron safe to transport the money to the governor. The key is sent ahead to the governor and the money is placed in the big iron box to be hauled with six horses to Monterrey. But when Garcia is about to place the enormous padlock on the box he stupidly closes the lock on itself before attaching it to the box. Salvio has to make another key. Meanwhile Eugenio is being seduced by a woman named Moneta who is ten years older than him. What Eugenio does not know is that Moneta is in league with a band of thieves that are trying to use him to open the box. The soldiers escorting the box are killed except for the driver, who releases the box and sends it over a cliff. Moneta tries to force Eugenio to open the box but he does not know how. He says he was merely bragging to impress her when he said he knew everything his father knew. The bandits instead hold Eugenio hostage so Salvio will come. When Diego sees Salvio ride out of town with a man that Bernardo had earlier seen try to snatch the copy of the key, he follows as Zorro. He rescues Eugenio and they capture the thieves.
            Moneta was played by Rebecca Welles, who later starred in “Juvenile Jungle”. She appeared in four films but most of her work was on television.


January 26, 1990



Thirty years ago today

            I wrote a letter to Tom and got the big envelope ready for sending my submissions to the magazine that his commune publishes.
I continued to fight this stuffy, raw and coughy feeling that’d been bugging me lately and I didn’t feel much like eating or drinking anything besides fruit and juice.
I was going to go out to Cutty’s that night but I got literally dragged into Louise’s apartment to drink beer with her, Judy and a bunch of East African guys. It was pretty boring but somewhat interesting. It’s amazing what attitudes spring up when people are drinking.
The East African guys all knew my Kenyan friend Ibrahim. One of them thought he was “fucked”.
Louise got mad at Judy for mentioning her mother.


Saturday, 25 January 2020

Gloria Castillo


            On Friday morning I finished memorizing “L’amour prison” (Jailed in Love) by Serge Gainsbourg and found one set of chords for it online. I’ll look for more on Saturday.
            I started doing research for my Indigenous Studies essay. So far I only found one article on day schools and this one was by an associate professor at St Vincent. She claimed there was a big connection between day schools in the Maritimes and the one residential school in Nova Scotia. She said the government deliberately under funded the reserve day schools to cause parents to want to send their kids to Nova Scotia and that all the PEI Native kids went to Nova Scotia. That’s still a far cry from kids being dragged away in handcuffs like they were out west. Her introduction is full of apologies for her privilege and assurances that she sought Indigenous sources. The language is leaden with words like “genocide". She also mentioned that there was corporal punishment in Native day schools. She would have to describe the degree to show how it was different from any other school at that time. There was plenty of corporal punishment for white kids in New Brunswick country schools. I couldn’t count how many times I got the strap. My brother got the strap for telling his teacher that he was sure that chickens have teeth. I got spanked by a teacher with a tree branch when I was in grade four.
            I took the shelving brackets that I’d bought the day before back to the hardware store along with the board that I needed them to fit. They gladly exchanged them for the right size and since the ones I needed were smaller I got some money back.
            I used one of the brackets to put up an extra shelf in the upper storage area. The vertical slats for it were already screwed into the wall from when I’d had a shelf there before. I didn’t do arrange any of the stuff I have stored up there because I’d already taken up enough time.
            I had a can of chickpeas with flaxseed oil and garlic for lunch.
            I was just finishing lunch when there was a knock on my door and before I could answer it my landlord opened the door to call to me. That’s an annoying and arrogant habit he has. He said that Benji's bathtub has started filling up again every time I run water in my sinks. He says it’s because my sinks are higher than his tub. He poured some kind of drain cleaner in my kitchen and bathroom sinks. I told him to wait until I answer the door next time but he argued that he’d knocked four times. He said he doesn't want to knock louder because he doesn't want to break his door. I guess he thinks he's the Hulk. He couldn't break that door with his fist if he tried.
            In the afternoon I did my exercises while listening to Amos and Andy. In this story Sapphire decides to take in a boarder. At first Kingfish is all for bringing in an extra $18 a week until he meets Windy Wilson, hears how annoyingly talkative he is and sees how much he eats. He ate almost a whole roast beef and almost grabbed the slice off of Kingfish’s plate. But worst of all is that Windy plays saxophone every night, and badly. This episode takes place in 1949 and so Kingfish tries to get Windy fired from his job for un-American activities. He tells Windy’s boss that he’s a spy but he doesn’t buy it. Windy gets promoted to the company’s Albuquerque branch and Kingfish thinks his troubles are over until Sapphire reveals that she’s taken up the saxophone.
            There is usually a tiny segment of the show featuring baby talk by Amos’s new daughter Amosandra. It’s mentioned at the end of the show that people can send for an Amosandra doll. They were popular from 1949 until 1955.





            I skimmed the executive summary of the Truth and Reconciliation Commission’s report on residential schools. There was a little bit in there that gave me more information on day schools.
John A Macdonald clearly believed that Native children were better off in residential schools than in day schools because day school students returned every day to their own culture.
First Nations never asked for residential schools as part of the Treaty process, and neither did the government suggest that such schools would be established. The education provisions promised to pay for schools on reserves or teachers.
            The government constantly struggled, and failed, to assert control over the churches’ drive to increase the number of schools they operated.
It was not until 1894 that the federal government put in place regulations relating to residential school attendance. Under the regulations adopted in that year, residential school attendance was voluntary. However, if an Indian agent or justice of the peace thought that any “Indian child between six and sixteen years of age is not being properly cared for or educated, and that the parent, guardian or other person having charge or control of such child, is unfit or unwilling to provide for the child’s education,” he could issue an order to place the child “in an industrial or boarding school, in which there may be a vacancy for such child.”
Residential school was never compulsory for all First Nations children. In most years, there were more First Nations children attending Indian Affairs day schools than residential schools. During the early 1940s, this pattern was reversed. In the 1944–45 school year, there were 8,865 students in residential schools, and 7,573 students in Indian Affairs day schools. In that year, there were reportedly 28,429 school-aged Aboriginal children. This meant that 31.1% of the school-aged Aboriginal children were in residential school.
Calls for day schools were, in fact, a common parental request. A 1949 call from parents for a day school at the Cowessess Reserve eventually proved to be successful.
New litigation has been led by survivors of day schools not covered under the Indian Residential Schools Settlement Agreement.
I found the website for the Indian Day Schools class action suit and started picking through it for bits of information.
I grilled nine chicken drumsticks and had one with a potato and gravy while watching Zorro. This was an interesting story in background because two of the main characters were Indigenous indentured servants wanting to marry each other. Buena is Diego’s servant and he has given permission but Romaldo’s master Don Tomas has refused. He tells Romaldo that cannot marry until he completes his remaining two years as a servant. Tomas’s head vaquero (cowboy) Lazaro wants Buena for himself and so he has convincingly lied to Tomas that if he allows Romaldo to marry they will run away to his people in the hills. Tomas considers this a betrayal of honour because Tomas has paid for Romaldo to go to school. Romaldo refuses to wait two years and wants to run away. Diego tries to reason with him and he and Buena eventually are able to convince him to wait. But when Romaldo returns servitude Tomas tells him that as punishment for trying to run away he is adding a year to his servitude. Romaldo fights with Lazaro and escapes. Lazaro goes to Diego’s hacienda and lies to Buena that Romaldo is injured and she must come to him. In reality Lazaro is holding Buena to capture Romaldo. When Tomas finds out about this he tries to stop Lazaro but Lazaro says if he can’t have Buena no one can. Lazaro slightly injures Buena with a knife just as Zorro arrives. Lazaro tries to get away but Zorro captures him. Tomas sees the error of his ways and agrees to let Romaldo marry Buena now as long as he agrees to complete the two years of servitude.
            Buena was played by Gloria Castillo, who starred in "Night of the Hell Creatures", “Invasion of the Saucer Men” and "Reform School Girl". She later became a successful dress designer but died of cancer at the age of 45.
            Slavery was officially forbidden under Spanish law but Indigenous people were placed under servitude by the missions and the soldiers used them as forced labour. When Mexico took over California it banned slavery in 1829. Of course when California became a US state slavery returned.
            I have yet to see any African Americans on the Zorro show even though in the late 18th Century time there was a considerable population of African Americans in Los Angeles.