March 25, 1991: I wished Nancy could see what a beautiful life we could have if we lived together. I couldn't be a proper father if I couldn't be there with my child.

Thirty years ago today

            On Monday I got up at 9:00. I had two lamb sausages and poached eggs for breakfast. I worked on some projects, I read the papers, did the dishes and started writing a porno story for Foreplay Magazine. 

            I left for work at 14:30. Roy and Donnie showed up while I was reading the paper in the waiting room. I worked steady until midnight with hardly any breaks and did a lot of walking. I drank a lot of pop. Mia's cousin Greg was a cleaner in the building of the job site. We went for lunch at midnight. 

            I wished Nancy could see what a beautiful relationship we could have if we lived together. I couldn't be a proper father if I couldn't be there with my child.