November 21, 1994: I tried to be enthusiastic in bed with Miguel but couldn't really get there

Thirty years ago today

            On Monday I caught a 7:55 Main bus and made it to Yorkdale with about ten minutes to spare to catch the bus to Shoppers World in Brampton. At Shoppers World I waited for what felt like another ten minutes for the 2A Southbound. I got off at Meadowlark and got a little lost but finally found the house of Mistress Maria’s slave Miguel. It turned out that he was black. According to Maria’s previously given instructions he undressed me and courteously sucked my cock. Then I did the same and he hung up my wet clothes for me. He led me to the bedroom and invited me to lie down. Then he started caressing and fellating me and was pretty enthusiastic. I tried to be but couldn’t really get there. We even kissed on the mouth quite a bit. After a while I asked him to fuck me but it hurt and he could tell and so he asked if I wanted him to stop. I nodded yes and after that felt very light headed. I tried to fuck him but after getting the condom on I couldn’t maintain an erection. So I just fucked him with two fingers and licked his balls while he made himself come. We laid on the bed for a while, talking and holding hands. Near his bed he had an altar that was kind of half Catholic and half Voodoo reflecting his Dominican culture. We got dressed, he gave me a soda and I drank it while he told me the best way to the bus. It was still wet out when I left. I walked to a plaza where I bought some french fries and then I caught a bus the long way around to downtown Brampton. Then I took the GO bus back to Toronto.